ji, if you reading this, this is the sign of desperation
i love you more than anything, you know that.
but the thing about love is, some things just don't even meant to be.
maybe we are not meant to be together, like forever
maybe we are just two lost soul who found each other all along
maybe we are the best thing that can happen for us
maybe we are too much a best friend than a lover
maybe we are not going anywhere
maybe we are just like everybody else
a bag of chemical reaction.
ji, im sorry i let you down
but you shrink me to the bottom
you hold me back so much
i hate it.
so, if you wanna know
you're losing me
a little bit more each day
my heart
lose the battle
my mind
win again.
